Friday, February 28, 2014

Before we see... we have to trust...

... for it is God who is at work in you, both to will and to work for His good pleasure.
-Philippians 2:13 (NASB)


I'm always a little bit surprised with how God works. I don't know why. I mean, it's not like I haven't had a lot of experience with His watching Him move. & I so love to see Him working. Where I am the most surprise is how He works in ME. 

When I'm longing to see compassion... He's working to make ME more compassionate. 

When I'm longing to see more love... He's working to make ME more loving. 

When I'm longing to see grace given... He's working to make ME more graceful. 

Um... yeah. The list could go on & on & on & on. 

I have to admit, the 'working' is not so much fun sometimes. In fact, it's a lot of times super hard. 

Being more compassionate not only means that my eyes are open to seeing need & wanting to do something about it but I actually DOing something about it. 

Being more loving means much more than the blissful, huggy, touchy feelings I might have on occasion for one person or another. It's about something far deeper... genuinely caring about people that might not be so loveable...being there in the darkest times & not sitting in judgement of how someone got themselves there. 

And

Being a grace giver means I have to get over myself. I have to practice true forgiveness often moving past my own feelings & painful experiences to give real grace to others. 

Um... Owch... 

Here's the cool part though... when I allow God access to every part of my life... when I get myself out of the way... He is with me. He sustains me. & He moves in ways I never thought possible. 

“I am no longer anxious about anything, as I realize that He is able to carry out His will for me. It does not matter where He places me, or how. That is for Him to consider, not me, for in the easiest positions He will give me grace, and in the most difficult ones His grace is sufficient.”  
-James Hudson Taylor 



 


God IS...


So here’s what I want you to do.
When you gather for worship, each one of you be prepared with something that will be useful for all…
1 Corinthians 14:26 (the Message)

 

Welcome to March people!
Uh... well... almost...

In light of my blog a couple of days ago for the next thirty-two days thru I'm going to focusing on what I see God doing... Throughout the month I'll be sharing my thoughts about what I am seeing thru scripture, music, writing, reading & photography... 

Please feel free to share your thoughts as well. You can post them here or send them to me via instant message... I'm so excited to start this mini-adventure with you!

Let's start out this morning by posting this question:

Where do YOU see God working?

GO!










Wednesday, February 26, 2014

So much love...



So let’s not allow ourselves to get fatigued doing good. 
At the right time we will harvest a good crop if we don’t give up, or quit. 
Right now, therefore, every time we get the chance, let us work for the benefit of all, starting with the people closest to us in the community of faith. 
–Galatians 6:9-10

Some things have happened this month in my ministry life… that have rendered me speechless.  


I’d been mulling it over in my head for some time, & while I’m about to be brutally honest here (what else is new right?)… I pray that you will hear my heart as I share what I’m calling, ‘the tip of the iceberg’.  

TRUTH is…


Life is hard. 




People lose their jobs, lose their homes & lose their loved ones. They get hurt, get sick, & have accidents. They struggle in their relationships, their marriages & their families. Their cars break down, their furnaces go out, they can’t afford to pay their bills or to buy groceries. They are sad & depressed & lonely. 


Often times in our church family, my husband & I, & sometimes those on our elder board are the only ones that ever see or hear these things. You know, maybe it’s because we serve on the ‘front line’, or maybe it’s the fact that my husband is the ‘paid professional’ or because our phone number is listed in the Sunday bulletin. Maybe people just really don’t know where else to turn, are embarrassed or filled with guilt or fear. For whatever reason, we for the longest time, found ourselves ministering alone. We understand that this is part of our calling & have long accepted this as part of who we are & what we do… not for glory or honor for ourselves but because we passionately love Jesus & the people He brings into our lives. 


Before I go on, please, please, please don’t misunderstand me. I am far from perfect.


Honestly, I don’t always handle ministry life as well as my husband does. There are times when I feel completely overwhelmed by the need I see around me. It’s in these times that I find myself wondering aloud…  


‘As Christ followers, shouldn’t we ALL love others this much? 


Even if our ‘jobs’ aren’t ministry related?’ 


I mean, I get that because of my husband’s position, my little family does literally live, eat, sleep, & breathe ‘doing’ the work of the body of Christ… but shouldn’t we all? 


Shouldn’t we all be looking for places to serve & love on others? 


Isn’t this what truly being a Christ follower is? 


Truthfully, on a real bad day, I wish we could do away with all the 'programming' at church & go with more of a 'commune' approach. Living life in relationships together... doing 'church' every day... praying together, laughing together, crying together, loving each other... standing, hands clasped in a circle, with flowers in our hair, singing Khumbaya. Yeah I know... even for this hippie girl, that last part was a little bit of a stretch. But HELLO Acts 2: 42-27! Seriously.


 

... on to this month & the speechlessness… cause it’s pretty stinkin’ awesome.





TRUTH is...


God is good. 


Recently, a dear family in our congregation fell on hard times. To protect their anonymity, I’m not going to share details but I am going to share what I witnessed in the aftermath.


One of our elder’s wives was so burdened by what she was seeing that she reached out to them & in turn to our congregation who took hold & moved in a mighty way. They cooked meals & picked up groceries & bought diapers & held hands & wiped tears & made phone calls & wrote notes & prayed & prayed & prayed. Many little things, done by many different people that added up to really big things, done out of love. As word of this beautiful movement reached me, my heart was so overcome; I just sat down & sobbed. 


You see… I’m NOT alone. Not by a long shot.


I so need to hear & see these God things… compassionate acts of service given out of hearts of love for Jesus & for His people. Sometimes I get so caught up in what I am doing all on my own, that I fail to see God working around me. My soul longs for a real sense of community… I’m not a fan of the Lone Ranger thing. I want to serve alongside others… to minister in partnership together.  Ultimately, I want not to feel alone in my own life’s journey… 


Clearly God IS working thru the hands of His people… in my heart I always knew it… I may just need to ask different questions & open my eyes & my heart to see just how He is doing it... 


“One of the marvelous things about community is that it enables us to welcome and help people in a way we couldn't as individuals. When we pool our strength and share the work and responsibility, we can welcome many people, even those in deep distress, and perhaps help them find self-confidence and inner healing.” - Jean Vanier, Community and Growth

Friday, February 21, 2014

Life is a Gift

Seize life! Eat bread with gusto,
Drink wine with a robust heart.
Oh yes—God takes pleasure in your pleasure!
Dress festively every morning.
Don’t skimp on colors and scarves.
Relish life with the spouse you love
Each and every day of your precarious life.
Each day is God’s gift. It’s all you get in exchange
For the hard work of staying alive.
Make the most of each one!
Whatever turns up, grab it and do it. And heartily!
This is your last and only chance at it,
For there’s neither work to do nor thoughts to think
In the company of the dead, where you’re most certainly headed.
-Ecclesiates 9:7-10 (the Message)

I love birthdays. They are my favorite

I don't even mind the fact that I am getting older, have more wrinkles & laugh lines or that things just aren't quite in the anatomically correct places anymore. 

It's not in the gifts given or the well wishes or the off-key singing or the dinner out or the flowers or even the cake. It's the celebration of life.

I am incredibly grateful for my life. 

For my sweet husband & our precious children. For my beautiful family, good friends & our amazing church. For a stable job & warm house & reliable car. For my adorable dogs. 

My life is far from perfect... 

But I am thankful for the good. For the bad. For the laughter. For the tears. For the joy. For the pain. For each & every second given to me this year by a God who not only has a plan for my life but knows each & every hair on my head. 

It is my prayer this year that I won't squander this gift I am given. & that I will indeed seize every moment I am given to extend grace, grow deeper, love stronger, laugh harder & live with enduring hope.  



Life... is a gift. 



Saturday, February 1, 2014

It only takes a spark...



When down-and-outers get a break, cheer! And when the arrogant rich are brought down to size, cheer! Prosperity is as short-lived as a wildflower, so don’t ever count on it. You know that as soon as the sun rises, pouring down its scorching heat, the flower withers. Its petals wilt and, before you know it, that beautiful face is a barren stem. Well, that’s a picture of the “prosperous life.” At the very moment everyone is looking on in admiration, it fades away to nothing.

Anyone who sets himself up as “religious” by talking a good game is self-deceived. This kind of religion is hot air and only hot air. Real religion, the kind that passes muster before God the Father, is this: Reach out to the homeless and loveless in their plight, and guard against corruption from the godless world. 

Do you want to be counted wise, to build a reputation for wisdom? Here’s what you do: Live well, live wisely, live humbly. It’s the way you live, not the way you talk, that counts. Mean-spirited ambition isn’t wisdom. Boasting that you are wise isn’t wisdom. Twisting the truth to make yourselves sound wise isn’t wisdom. It’s the furthest thing from wisdom—it’s animal cunning, devilish conniving. Whenever you’re trying to look better than others or get the better of others, things fall apart and everyone ends up at the others’ throats.

 Real wisdom, God’s wisdom, begins with a holy life and is characterized by getting along with others. It is gentle and reasonable, overflowing with mercy and blessings, not hot one day and cold the next, not two-faced. You can develop a healthy, robust community that lives right with God and enjoy its results only if you do the hard work of getting along with each other, treating each other with dignity and honor.

James 1:9-11, 27-28 & 3:13-18  (the Message)



Finally! 


I'm finished with the book reviews for 2013... I have to admit, I'm relieved. I don't have the best follow thru on long projects & 31 days of doing anything repetitive is super challenging for me. Call it lack of focus or boredom or A.D.D. or whatever. 


So on this monumental day, I am sharing one of my favorite books of all time. It wrecked me really.

The Irresistible Revolution... Living as an ordinary radical by Shane Claiborne. 


'Many of us find ourselves caught somewhere between unbelieving activists and inactive believers. We can write a check to feed starving children or hold signs in the streets and feel like we've made a difference without ever encountering the faces of the suffering masses. In this book, Shane Claiborne describes an authentic faith rooted in belief, action, and love, inviting us into a movement of the Spirit that begins inside each of us and extends into a broken world. Shane's faith led him to dress the wounds of lepers with Mother Teresa, visit families in Iraq amidst bombings, and dump $10,000 in coins and bills on Wall Street to redistribute wealth. Shane lives out this revolution each day in his local neighborhood, an impoverished community in North Philadelphia, by living among the homeless, helping local kids with homework, and 'practicing resurrection' in the forgotten places of our world.'


When our boys, now 23 & 19 were still living at home, I read most of this book (see follow thru above) out loud to them in the evening after supper. It prompted something revolutionary in our house. As a family we took a whole month & focused on 'want vs need'... meaning that we didn't purchase anything that wasn't a 'need'. 


Gone was pizza delivery & coffee out. Gone were the trips to the mall & to the movies. Gone was the purchase of gummy bears & shampoo & dry cleaning. To say it wasn't reeeeeeeeeeealy hard would be a total lie. There was much complaining & wailing & gnashing of teeth. 


But near the end of the month something awesome happened. Our boys both went to a super-size youth event. (Obviously tickets were purchased BEFORE the month began.) Anyway, they were whisked from their temporarily militant household to jam with big name bands, listen to big name speakers & get two whole days & nights of big name stimulation. Here's the awesome part... the theme of the weekend... Want VS Need.  Hahahahaha! You should have seen the texts coming in from those boys. They were completely flabbergasted & convinced that their dad & I had somehow contacted the event coordinators to manipulate their experience. (I can't believe they thought we were that 'important'.) Anyway, our response to them was, "Hmmmmmm... Could it by chance be the hands of someone bigger at work? Um Jesus perhaps?" 


Our little experiment did open our eyes to the way we were living our American Christian lives & began our family’s incredible faith journey toward compassion & simplicity.


I love this kind of challenge & I don't know about you, but when I read about people who are really doing something radical for Jesus, I can't help but pump my fist in the air & holler... WHOOOOHOOOOO! 


Here’s what I’m talking about...


"My grandfather used to bale hay, and he was notorious for buying new tractors and equipment without my grandmother's consent. So this one summer, he had just gotten a brand-new truck and trailer and wanted to 'break 'em in." So he and my uncle began loading up the hay bales scattered across the field, stacking them higher and higher, pushing it to the limit. Finally, they hit the road with the hay, my uncle driving and my grandfather riding along proudly. What they didn't notice was that one of the hay bales was rubbing against a tire. Which is pure trouble, thanks to a little thing called friction. 


Before long, the hay bale caught on fire, then another & another. (It’s hay.) Eventually, the truck looked like a comet headed down the highway. And they didn’t even notice. They were probably just talking about how nice the truck ran or jamming to the Chuckwagon Gang. People began to wave hysterically, and my uncle nodded back. (That’s how we roll in East Tennessee.) But eventually, he looked into the mirror and saw the flames behind him, and they quickly pulled over and got out of the truck. This created new problems, since now the flames that had been behind them raged upward and began to melt the back of the truck. My uncle noticed that my grandfather had the glove compartment opened, and he asked what he was doing. My grandfather pointed to the pile of stuff he’d pulled out and said, “Well, I don’t want this stuff to burn too.” But my uncle was not so quick to give in. He snapped back, “No, get back in the truck.” So they did. My uncle hit the pedal and they were on the highway again, this time with the goal of getting rid of the fire. He began to swerve so the hale bales fell off behind them. But then the fields began to catch on fire. Pretty soon fire trucks from all the neighboring counties were following along behind them, trying to limit the damage, and they finally managed to extinguish the inferno. 


My grandfather told me, after he got out of jail (just kidding). “Shane, we caught half of East Tennessee on fire.” We laughed and laughed. And I thought to myself, “That is what the kingdom of God looks like.” Christians blaze through this dark world and set it on fire with their love. It is contagious and spreads like wildfire. We are people who shine, who burn up the darkness of this old world with the light that dwells within us. And perhaps the world will ask what in the world passed through here.


We are not just called to be candles. Candles make fore nice Christmas services and for a nice peace vigil (or a pretty Elton John song). They can remind us that God’s light dwells within us and that we are to shine that light in this dark world. But we are not just called to be candles. (3) We are called to be fire. Candles can be snuffed out by the slightest wind or by the smallest child on their birthday. But it’s harder to put out a fire. WE are to be fire, to weave our lives together so that the Spirit’s inferno of love spreads across the earth. “ –Shane Claiborne


3. And when I say fire, I mean the kind of fire that purifies and cleanses, not the kind of fire that destroys. This is the gentle fire that the Scriptures speak of, the fire that melts away the impurities of precious metals. The fire that burns away the chaff and dead branches so that we may be more fully alive, as people and as a planet. The fire that consumes bushes and sinners without destroying them.



I know that Shane is radical & his theology is radical. Some people may not ‘get him’. I also know that Jesus is radical & His theology radical. People definitely didn’t ‘get’ Him.


I may not be called to sell everything & minister in the inner city of Philadelphia like Shane but I am called to make a difference in the little town I live in. I may not ever write books or speak on a big stage but I can start a fire in my own community. I don’t have to settle for living a life of a flickering candle. I can be part of the fire that God has called me to. & so can YOU


WHOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO! Can I get a fist pump up in here!?! 




Oh PS... 
Remember this old hippie campfire song? 
So much good!
 







It only takes a spark

To get a fire going

And soon all those around

Can warm up in the glowing

That’s how it is with God’s love

Once you’ve experienced it

You’ll spread His love

To everyone

You’ll want to pass it on



What a wondrous time is spring

When all the trees are budding

The birds begin to sing

The flowers start their blooming

That’s how it is with God’s love

Once you’ve experienced it

You’ll want to sing

It’s fresh like spring

You’ll want to pass it on



I wish for you my friend

This happiness that I’ve found

You can depend on Him

It matters not where you’re bound

I’ll shout it from the mountain top

I want the world to know

The Lord of Love

Has come to me

I want to pass it on



I’ll shout it from the mountain top

I want the world to know

The Lord of Love

Has come to me

I want to pass it on


Kurt Kaiser, Pass it On